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7月4日

because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you
我不会重蹈你的覆辙
也不会让自己的心品尝苦涩
更不会像你一样崩溃
我知道痛苦的滋味
所以决不会轻易去体会

只因为你
我从不敢偏离人生的轨道
只因为你
我学会用封闭内心来保护自己
只因为你
我不仅难以相信自己,甚至怀疑周围每一个人
只因为你
我如此畏惧

我迷失了
就在你发现眼前的一切
我不会哭泣
因为在一眼中这是脆弱
我强迫自己去伪装
伪装每一次笑容
我的心不能再一次破碎
因为一开始她就已经毁灭

只因为你
我从不敢偏离人生的轨道
只因为你
我学会用封闭内心来保护自己
只因为你
我不仅难以相信自己,甚至怀疑周围每一个人
只因为你
我如此畏惧

我看到你死去
我每天都听到你在梦中哭泣
我太年轻了
你应该知道我无所依靠
你从不会想到其他人
你只看到自己的伤痛
每天在午夜哭泣
为了同一件被谴责的事